Today I feel like crying - that's it. I'm wondering where my baby has gone, and I'm regretting not documenting every day of her life so far. I don't know where all these emotions have come from... But they're not fun, really not fun at all.

I put Lily down for a nap at 1PM, she spent the next half an hour moaning "Muuummmmyyyyy, muuuummmmyyyy, muuuuummmmmmyyyyy", it's heart-breaking when she's in a mood like that. Do I go and see her and potentially ruin her nap time? Or do I leave her, and listen to her cry for me, when I'm the only person in the world she wants? After she started shouting "MUMMY! POO POO!" I got a little worried and rushed in. She was stood in her cot holding up her nappy (no poo poo, hurrah!). I put it back on her, gave her a squeeze and a kiss and lay her back down. More moans for Mummy, another visit into her room and 10 minutes later she's asleep. I'm glad I'm tough with her with things like this, but it really does hurt my heart.

xoxo