It's been a while...

Hi.
Things are not so great.
Phil and I have broken up. It was a mutual decision, we both thought that it was time to give it a rest as things haven't been good for a while.
He's moved out.
I've been suffering a lot with depression for the past few months.
Before I got pregnant I suffered a lot with it. I was on anti-depressants, but I stopped taking them as soon as I found out I was pregnant.
Since then, I have felt I didn't need them. I had been the happiest I've ever been. I felt like being a mother and raising our beautiful flower baby was just what I needed to make me happy.
But it's all gone wrong. I feel so alone, even when I'm surrounded by people. I feel like I don't want to be a mother anymore. I constantly think that I wish I could just go back in time and not mess my life up so much.

I just, I just need a hug.